I pulled in front of an 18 wheeler with
a small concern. My car had been randomly cutting out on me, and I
would lose control of the steering and my car would stall. It
happened two or three times already, and I was taking it to another
mechanic to figure out what exactly was wrong. As I went to turn
into the mechanic, I tried turning the wheel only to find it was
nearly impossible to turn.
“Uh-oh.” I
thought.
Thankfully,
I was able to pull into the mechanic, my car stopping right in back
of another car in the small shop's parking lot. Out of habit, I went
in, dropped my keys off, and then started walking home (The mechanic
was probably a mile away, so not that far of a walk) when I realized
something.
God
just happened to allow my car to make it to just the right location,
at the right time, so that I would be protected.
Now,
for a moment I reasoned with myself. “Come on, Zack.
You think that God is in control of every detail of your life?'
Yes I
do. And if the God I believe in is true, He absolutely got me to my
mechanic safely, rather than being pummeled by an 18
wheeler. How good is our God? A few seconds earlier, at best I'm
going to the hospital, and at worst, my wife is a widow.
It's a
humble reminder that every detail of my life is in view of our
heavenly Father. My thoughts. My words. My actions. My schedule.
My work. My rest. My relationships. And most of the time, I live
as if He isn't there. Much like getting out of the car and acting
like nothing happened, I routinely live life as if it isn't
miraculous that God is supporting the very breath that I breathe.
And
because of Jesus, I know that the very fact that God is with me
always brings such peace. Why, oh why, do I forget?
It's
moments like these that remind me to praise God and worship Him
throughout the day, knowing that each moment is in His view, and
within His control. He is with me both in the good moments, and He
stands by me in hard moments. He hears me when I speak to Him, and
He knows me when I seek to hide from Him. He is with me as I live,
and He will carry me home when
I die. Oh would the comforting love of Jesus remind me that God is
forever for me, and would it remind me to live life in light of His
presence, always.
